Duality

When I asked my self "what kinds of things that you scared the most ?" my answer is "my self being an evil"

I like to watch horror movie but I rarely scared of it then it ends up on thinking what will scare the hell out of me and the imagine that appear in my head just me, my self with and evil smile upon my face, a fierce glare that looking into my direction and ready to tear me into pieces.

I believe that everybody even the holiest one has his own darkest side, the place where you will find the evil of yours. Maybe because i am a Gemini i tend to assume double life, one day i put on a cardigan and a tank top inside it, plat shoes and a hand bag but on the other day i put on a black t-shirt and a boyish outer a sneaker and a suspender bag. It also work on my character. Sometime i can be a very melodramatic person but then, i can be a very ignorant and heartless person. 

I am totally aware that i am not a fully good person but realizing that the scariest thing in my life is my darkest possibility make me realize that i have big will to be good and my worst enemy now is
"The Envious Me and The Selfish Me"