They tell me about a lot of things, about the world, but i guess they forget to tell me about me

Tonite i watch a movie
It called 'another earth'
This movie actually tell me a lot of things, yes a lot of things, not about things, other things, but about yourself, about life
I never think 'why i have to go to university?' before
Now i realise that for me, just me alone it actually okay if i don't go to university
Acquiring knowledge isn't always about desk, bench, lecturer and a place called university
You can always learn through reading, writing, watching ... living
I hate patterns
I hate rules
Get up every morning, go to university, have some lectures, do assigments, having some social interactions
I mean do you really have to do it?
I wonder how it will feels if i don't do it
It's like having some random days
I wake up, i go for a walk, looking around, examining people, and not having any social interactions
Eat whatever i got to eat, sleep wherever i got to sleep
Doing some jobs just enough for you to live, read and read, think and think, pray
I think i will got something, yeah something incredibly valuable after that
Yes i go to university
I study a lot of things
I study about the world and how it works
Knowing about how it works, does it means i need to follow the course?
So i came to think
I guess they missed something
They have missed to tell me about how to discover myself