Make your days more useful !

Feeling and emotion, with none of them you'll never belong to this world.
These things are the pieces of your life puzzle.
But sometime these things may lead you to a very frustating situation.
Well i found this kind of phonomenas on my friends, many of them are confuse, frustate, mad and don't know about their feelings and its end up on a recent trend on teenagers called 'GALAU' and i don't even know how to called it in english -___-
Well i am not pointing out that galau is such a bad thing, but still you know, i am just feeling very sick when i express something and people asked me 'are you galau ?' it seems to me that the only feeling or emotion that exist in this world is just galau, oouugghh sucks.
Well then it lead me to think that people around me are being possed or suggested indirectly to experience galau because they like it or felt wrong if they don't feel it, this trend traps them in a always galau state oh ~
In my opinion for my own self that it is not necessary to feel it and even it is better to be not, and there are still plenty of feeling and emotion that can colour your life don't waste your time to just feel one among thousands.
In this life to attain a balance life is what people dreamt about, so that why you shouldn't let a feeling dominated your days. You need to feel all kinds of feeling and emotions: happiness, sadness, madness, anger, confusions, regret, dissapointment, funnest, tears and laughter.
So please think more rationaly and realisticaly this world created is not only to experince galau but there are a lot more than that :)

BELAJAR SEMAKSIMAL MUNGKIN

KALO IP-MU JELEK JANGAN NANGIS !!

One over thousands

Lay down and look up the sky. Tonight is such a beautiful night. A vision of a flawless and cloudless sky hang thousands miles away above me.
Something shiny caught my eye. It is a star, but it is different from the others, the usual star. This star shine with a blue light. One over thousands i guess. it is the first time for me to see a star that shone a blue light, i don't see it usually.
The star stand still blinking its amazing blue light to me, like she want to show her prettiness. It so awesome make feel that i've found my star and i don't doubt about it cause i'm sure it is :)
So happy today can see it :)
She is my fav star, a blue star just like my fav color :D

A world across my window

Hopeless Kid

28 november 2011
00 : 04

Tears down again
Soul ripped
A big hole inside
Hopeless struck
The decreasing trust
A whining child

Does her gonna pass this successfully while knowing that her biggest motivation is fading ?
Does her biggest fear of reality chasing her behind ? 
Afraid of it she close her door
She close her window's curtain
She hide inside her dark room, although she knew it would never help 

It keep coming
Haunting
Torturing
And hurting

The candle almost die now
What else gonna be light ? 

She keep trying to calm herself and accept it all
She knew and always believe that God is fair
Yeah she really does
And now she put her smile upon her face, her tear falls

Duality

When I asked my self "what kinds of things that you scared the most ?" my answer is "my self being an evil"

I like to watch horror movie but I rarely scared of it then it ends up on thinking what will scare the hell out of me and the imagine that appear in my head just me, my self with and evil smile upon my face, a fierce glare that looking into my direction and ready to tear me into pieces.

I believe that everybody even the holiest one has his own darkest side, the place where you will find the evil of yours. Maybe because i am a Gemini i tend to assume double life, one day i put on a cardigan and a tank top inside it, plat shoes and a hand bag but on the other day i put on a black t-shirt and a boyish outer a sneaker and a suspender bag. It also work on my character. Sometime i can be a very melodramatic person but then, i can be a very ignorant and heartless person. 

I am totally aware that i am not a fully good person but realizing that the scariest thing in my life is my darkest possibility make me realize that i have big will to be good and my worst enemy now is
"The Envious Me and The Selfish Me" 

Friends

Hey i'm back again i guess :p
When you feel all alone and there is nobody around you can count on yeah the answer is to write down ur feeling and your thought and it's mean a blog :p
Again, i told u i'm not even better than anyone in writing but i do this cuz i wanna :)
And now i don't even know what should i write :/ damn
I guees i wanna say some words on friends since i just done watching my high school videos covers with tears and laughter *lol
Making friends is a good stuff. To be a friend is easy. But when you should keep ur friendship that's hard. Maybe you know many people but just several of them you can rely on and you can be friend with. And i think i am one of the fortunated person to have such a wonderful friends back there and a very best friend although she is far now we still keep contact to each other :)
And do you know ? Right now i miss them A LOT.
I wanna do that freakin' stuff again. I wanna get mad, laugh, cry, feeling fooled, and whatever they've done to me and we experience together i miss them damn much ! It's been quite a while i didn't see them, make me wonder when we can meet again :) and i curse we have to meet each other again soon :)